So this week I put on 700grams... and it ain't a catch up from the week before... I went quite off track this past week but so far this week I'm back on :D
I'm finding it quite hard at the moment and I haven't really known why. I've been wanting to eat everything and anything that is put in front of me even though I know that I don't actually want it or need it. It's awful! So I was thinking about it the other evening and suddenly thought, I've come to accept myself as the 'big girl' and this is who I see myself as. With me loosing all this weight, I won't be the 'big girl' anymore. Part of me is jumping up and down with joy but the other part is terrified. I am actually scared of me becoming skinny! Weird huh? But with the Christmas season now upon us, I want to continue to loose weight or stay the same, so I'm just going to have to set my mind to tracking and eating correctly. That's the only way I'm going to get through.
Enjoy your week!
Sophie
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