I Will Survive

I MADE IT THROUGH THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!

This week has been stressful, tiring, exhausting, emotional, and hard.  Lets start with Sunday...

SUNDAY
So on Sunday I got back from Wellington where I had spent the weekend with Miss S and Miss B - such fun! Anyway, I got back and had to finish a really hard assignment. So I started looking at that and to my horror I had missed out an extra source which meant pass or fail, so I had to look through extra sources and try to find one that backs up a point.  But then I had to go and look at a possible flat with the girlies (Miss P, G and M as well as Who 2).  Flat was small but still good.  Once we looked at it, we talked about  it and realised that flatting in a 6 isn't going to work, and I had to make a hard decision - did I want to flat in a small flat of 4 or a bigger flat of 5 with another flat below us? That decision happens later on in the week so more then.  I had to go back to my assignment then.  I really didn't want to but I had to as it was due in at midnight.  So I did it.  Finally. So Sunday was stressful and I was left with a big decision to make.

MONDAY
I was nervous going into Uni on Monday as it was the first day since some drama happened between some people.  So that wasn't fun going into.  I had lunch with my facilitator which was good and we talked about life for me as well as some stuff on the course.  And the matter was addressed in class saying that we would talk about it tomorrow.  Great.

TUESDAY
The day of the big talk.  I  hate confrontation and I hate confronting issues that I'm personally involved with.  So it was pretty hard for me to do but all in all the talk had to happen and I'm glad it did. It opened up the door for apologies to be said which was really good.  It's all in the past now so we can all just move on.  Well sort of.  If you pray, can you please keep one of the guys in my course in your prayers.  Something is going on with him and he needs help.  So it would be cool if you could keep him in your prayer pants!

WEDNESDAY
Wednesday was a day off thank goodness.  So apart from the stress of life hitting with choosing where to flat, and applying for jobs etc it was a pretty good day.  My Daddy's cousin picked me up in the afternoon and took me over to Takapuna where we talked for a couple of hours over coffee and chips and then she took me for a drive around the North Shore to show me where she lives and works.  It was really nice as I don't really get to do that without a car! She takes good care of me which means so much.  I also had to make the decision on Wednesday.  Great.  I hate decisions.  Especially ones that involve my friends.  But it came down to what was going to make more comfortable and I decided to go with the bigger flat with Who 1 and 2.  It is one of the hardest decisions that I had to make.  So glad it's over.

THURSDAY
I spent Thursday in a rest home just spending time with the elderly.  I was so drained physically and emotionally last night it was awful.  It was hard to spend time with them and see their lives slowly be taken away from them.  They have so many stories about life though and they are gorgeous but slowly but surly they are leaving this place.  It makes me think what I'm going to be like when I'm at their age.

So that was my week and under it all I've really struggled with my eating.  It'll all be ok though.

Until next time!
Sophie