Here's the thing...

Here's the thing.  I have encouraged a few people to follow their dreams and their passions and they have been thankful for it as it has turned out for them.  I know this as they have told me that they are grateful for encouraging them (I'm not being cocky this time ;P).  But here's the thing.  I don't follow my own advice.  I start by pursuing my dreams and then something inside of me clicks and I freak out and back away from these plans that I have started to create and become excited about.  I'm a HUGE believer in following the dreams and passions that are placed deep inside of you - I believe that they're there for a reason and you'll regret it if you don't chase after them.  But see, this seems to only apply to other people at the moment.  I'm not listening to my own advice.  I'm in limbo at the moment because I keep changing my mind and backing out of things.  Over the past couple of months, plans have changed so much that... that... I don't really know what I want anymore!  I used to be the person who knew what I wanted all the time and was following my dreams.... but now? I freak myself out all the time and run away back home.  Someone wanna help?  Raise you hand for answering my big life questions... 

life is hard.  Gah. Stupid hardness...

Sophie