Week 15

I put on weight this week.  1.4 kilos to be exact.  I knew it would happen but that still isn't an excuse.  I've realised today that I need to stop playing the victim in all of this.  No-one else can loose the bloody weight for me so I should just stop my complaining! On Facebook, photos of me from about a year ago are popping up and boy oh boy did I get a shock!  I was FAT.  And the funny thing is that I didn't see it and people I talk to are saying that they never saw it too.  It's very weird but SO good not to be that big anymore.

Anyway, news time!  I have set myself a goal!  So I have 12 weeks to lose 6.8 kilos and if I reach this goal by the 20 June, then I'm going to buy myself a really nice dress.  And not just any dress from any store like Pagani or anything, I'm going to go somewhere flash, somewhere where I would have never dreamed of going this time last year.  And after this goal, once I lose another 4.9 kilos on top of that, I'm going to buy myself a really nice pair of shoes to go with the dress.  My goal is to have both of these things in time for the Hostel ball which is going to be late this year.  So watch out fellow hostelers - I'm going to be the belle of the ball!!!  HAHA!

Hope you all have a good week!

Sophie

Week 14

This morning when I stood on the scales I thought I had only lost 300 grams which was pretty good considering my week of bad tracking.  But when it came to entering my weight in online, it turns out I lost 1.3 kilos over this past week!!!! GAH! SO stoked!!!  It just shows what a difference being concience of what you're eating can make.
This week will most likely be a bit of a challenge as I have a big weekend ahead of me, but I am going to try my absolute best to stick to tracking, no matter what I eat.  However, I am going to try and stick within my points and watch my portions and just be aware of what I'm putting in my mouth.
This will be a good week :D

Sophie

Week 13

Confession take to.  I put on weight again this week and I have no excuses to give you.  And again, I overate this week.  This is much harder then I thought it would be and to be quite honest, it sucks.  Why can't it be easy?  Why can't the weight just fall off? 
Just like to say that it ain't fair.

But.

I'm not going to give up.  I'm going to pick myself up and dust myself off and start all over again.

Help me?

Please?

Week 12

Confession time.  I gained 1kg this week.  Not so great but hey, I'm back on track so that's the main thing.  I think this past week I've been trying to get my head around a few things and have turned to food to try and force it away but surprise surprise, it hasn't worked.  Some people find that starting up a hobby helps with this and turns their attention away from the thoughts of food (yes that's right, some people think about food, including me, and it screws with your thoughts real bad!), but you see I know what I should be doing to stop me from eating.  I'm a Christian and for the past week or so, have been struggling with something that I know I can find peace for in the bible and through prayer, but I haven't wanted to.  But these past couple of days I've been praying and reading my bible, and things have started to work together again.  Don't get me wrong, it is still extremely hard and my God hasn't magically taken every struggle with my eating and the other problems I'm trying to work through, but He's walking along side with me, helping me through these rough patches.

Hope you all have a great week!!!

Sophie